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2010-08-03T20:34:00.000-07:00

月儿弯弯爱的傻

没有一个理由活的那么复杂

有了你什么都不差~~

by 朋友 teong jia ying

喜欢 kinki kids 也许是因为。。。。

2010-08-03T19:58:00.000-07:00

2010 popolo

刚篇

♥男女愛

「不相處怎麼會知道？」
「交往之後，說不定就會有改變了啊！」..常常被周圍的人這麼說耶（笑）
可是，我就是沒有這樣的感覺啊！
首先，
我想要自己決定...
若有這樣的對方出現，能吸引我的到底是什麼？
交往前，若一點合適感都沒有，
我永遠無法回答出「好」或是「不好」吧？
不想要為了對方而去改變些什麼..
靈魂能自然地、如實地相和鳴的，才是我理想的對象。

在所愛的人面前，我表現的永遠是真實的自己
希望對方也如此。
不要心機，就是原本的「你」！
包括我喜歡素顏，不要化妝（笑）
還有，對家族和故鄉存有愛的人也很美好！！！

不要總是講些難懂的話，
按自己方式生活，隨自己靈魂生存的人，才是我尋覓的對象。
而且
我想...
兩邊都付出的愛才能成立「真實的愛」。

光一篇

男女愛

愛上女性的瞬間？
怎麼白天就要開始這麼難的話題喔？？（笑）

ma~雖然聽起來是玩笑話，但老實說，無法用簡單的言語來作說明的！
或許有理想的對象出現，
但要發展成戀情的必要元素 ....應該是「感覺」吧！
互相的價值觀能相契合，我想不可能有的...
我是不會要求對方一定要和我喜歡F等其他興趣，
畢竟興趣是存在於自己的世界
可以和對戀人的愛相區別的。
不過，當對方難過的時候，我希望可以護想理解對方的立場和感受...
除此之外，能擁有共同相處的時間也是很重要的！

「嗯?比起被愛，寧願愛人？」（笑）
我覺得一半一半比較好呦！！
戀人間常說的話題...「最愛的是我」已經不是真正的愛吧...
愛很深奧...看不見也不是三言兩語就能表現出來的。

大家不觉得这样的男生很难找吗？

虽然说他们两的恋爱经验听起来好像很少，（没什么非闻）但也许这样才证明他们真的会好好去考虑什么是（爱情）

也会珍惜爱人。

可以说他们的爱是像少年般的纯情与用成熟男人的方式去爱人？

有点想找像他们一样的人。。。。。。。可以自然地靠感觉去在一起。。。。。。。。

以前有看过人说

｛不成熟的爱，是因为爱你所以需要你；成熟的爱是因为需要所以爱你｝

大家对这个有什么感想呢？

2010-07-17T20:41:00.000-07:00

kinki kids baby star ramen!!!!!!!!!!! cm

2010-07-15T08:37:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=het95hQkSUs

really cool. haha

i also got some for myself.

2010-06-15T01:44:00.000-07:00

hello from leukerbad

2010-06-11T22:39:00.001-07:00

hello i am on my vacation now . how´is everyone?

柠檬蛋糕与热咖啡的恋爱

2010-05-23T18:32:00.000-07:00

比起大起大落、戏剧性的恋爱，我更期望像喝下午茶般的恋爱。

宁静的咖啡厅，浓厚的热咖啡与lemon cheese cake，再加上从窗外照射进来的阳光；让人有种平静的心情，品尝着淡淡的苦味与酸酸的甜，还有被温暖的阳光拥抱的温馨。

恋爱是把心交给对方。

离开对方会活不下去，因为心被对方带走了。

谈恋爱会想一直牵着对方的手不放。

放开了手只是想要拥抱对方，因为害怕对方会离开。

爱他就会为他着想。

只要是他想要的就会为他付出去得到，因为不想看到他失落的表情。

变得无所谓的我

2010-03-21T16:27:00.000-07:00

little of my life

2010-03-06T20:11:00.000-08:00

my group project 2

2010-03-06T20:03:00.000-08:00

late update of my uni life

2010-03-06T19:42:00.001-08:00

my group project on shirt detail.

zaira birthday

kinki kids myojo report of hokkaido j con kiss

2010-01-23T13:27:00.000-08:00

japan tokyo dome kinki concert

2010-01-14T12:45:00.000-08:00

TOKYO trip!!!!!あ

2010-01-14T10:31:00.000-08:00

日光神社

浅草

on the way to fuji TV （富士电视台）

tokyo disneyland

可爱吗？

kinki kids 从固定班底毕业！但我还是跟随着他们。现在的生活不可以没有他们的陪伴

2009-12-11T14:16:00.000-08:00

心情不好有他们两搞笑。

看了这一篇不心动都假。

刚很man。光一真的是童话世界出来的王子陛下。

喜欢他们的衣服

如果能坐上他们的车该多好>=<

果然抱guitar的刚最有行！

好可爱！！！！！！！！

现在对我来说他们是我面对困难的力量来源之一。

虽然爸妈很支持我，也给我很多鼓励；

kinki 的歌、音乐、态度、看法、表现、言语、勇气等

是我从心底地羡慕与感动。

他们的努力换来今天的成就。

虽然还是有人不喜欢他们

看不起他们

不觉的他们了不起

但他们经过的

那些看不起他们的人

能体会吗？

是否也能熬过？

当偶像不容易

没有实力

是熬不过十几年的

他们也许不比其他人好

但我所认识的kinki kids

告诉我

什么是坚强

什么该做

什么叫付出

什么叫成长

什么叫成就的代价

他们得到了今天的成就

他们也失去了普通人有的少年时代

普通的恋爱

普通的交朋友

他们失去了普通人能做的事

因为他们不再是一般人

他们过着不平凡的生活

台前闪闪发亮

台下辛苦的汗水没人看见

偶像是完美的

所以他们低落是不可以让人看见

也许也落泪

在那繁忙的东京

那庞大的舞台

灯光只在自己身上打是

是否曾觉得世界的孤独

在灯光下的生活

被众人看着的生活

那种压力

那种孤独感

那些带来的恐惧

他们是否也有那样的时期

害怕与痛苦

但还是得承受

倒流着眼泪

往肚里吞的苦恼

累垮的身体与精神

才十几岁的他们

就进入成人世界

还单纯的他们

被迫比其他人快成长

被迫面对现实的残酷

今天的他们

不再是少年

三十岁的成人

给我这才十九岁的少女什么

他们在我生活里

是占据了什么

我..........不知道

我只能说

认识kinki kids

是值得的

也许是我从他们身上看到现在的自己

我不是什么名人

也不是什么校花受欢迎的人

可是我是选着了进入艺术世界的人

设计的世界

和娱乐界没差

竞争者太多

要求太高

人情太少

从我决定搭上这条路后

我开始对人失望

人是万物之灵

人为什么是地球里的强者？

是因为聪明？

还是因为人有感情？

对我来说

人其实很胆小

人很脆弱

所以才会表现得强大

为了保护自己

可以牺牲别人

人就是这么一回事

人也怕孤独

所以才会成群结队

好听是互相帮助

实际上和互相利用没差

只不过差在有没有在过程中伤害了对方

人与人之间可以多靠近？

人还值得信任吗？

还可以相信吗？

kinki kids 两位堂本先生

给了我不同的答案

一个容易亲近

一个有距离感

一个把爱挂在嘴边

一个只把爱从细小的地方表现出来

但共同点在于

不可能都爱所有人

不可能一视同仁

相信自己

相信家人

爱家人

珍惜身边的人

珍惜眼前的所有

人生只有一次

不去爱太可惜

不爱自己更不应该

开心就好

没什么是绝对

找到适当的距离就可以

他们找到他们认为舒适的距离

我也只是在寻找适合我的距离

不要怪我不够人情

我只是不能因为谁

而放弃自己

那个人还没出现

所以让我自私点

我需要大家但我也需要“我自己”

杨蔚馨是谁

我自己最清楚

不许要别人来告诉我怎么过生活

因为那人生不是你的

你也不能为我承受任何苦恼

不能为我付出任何代价

成果是如何都只有我感受得到

旁人只有陪伴的份

所以终身伴侣才叫伴侣

是陪你一起面对一切的人

break ! relax! LONDON !

2009-12-05T13:57:00.000-08:00

good bento i have but a bad drink i got.

i found out there is a hat shop call ca4la( famous in japan) in london old street.

love the shop but i want to go the one in shibuya!

wat's everyone looking at????

oh...might be res carpet premiere

look at the crowd

yup i went to oxford circus.

i found a shop call anthropologie which i buy some present for mum and venus.

spend alot that day and i have a great time. is fun to go shopping and run arounf london . london have so much to discover .

endless shock 2010

2009-11-02T09:22:00.000-08:00

sunday morning

2009-10-23T18:36:00.000-07:00

Sunday Morning

やばり僕を愛せないよ
やばりあしたを愛せないよ
It's Rainny on Sunday Morning
It's Rainny on Sunday Morning
やばり僕を愛せないよ
やばり僕は愛せないよ

やばり僕を愛せないよ
やばりあしたを愛したいよ
It's Rainny on Sunday Morning
It's Rainny on Sunday Morning
きらめいた宝石が
町を濡らしているよ

愛したいのに愛せないと
愛したいのに愛せないと
やばり僕は言ってしまうよ
けれどあしたを愛したいよ
It's Rainny on Sunday Morning
It's Rainny on Sunday Morning
It's Rainny on Sunday Morning
やばり僕を愛したいよ
やばりあしたを愛したいよ
やばり僕を愛したいよ
やばりきみを愛したいよ

译文：

Sunday Morning

还是没有办法爱我自己
还是没有办法爱明天
It's Rainny on Sunday Morning
It's Rainny on Sunday Morning
还是没有办法爱我自己
还是没有办法爱我自己

还是没有办法爱我自己
还是想要爱明天
It's Rainny on Sunday Morning
It's Rainny on Sunday Morning
这闪着光芒的宝石
正淋湿着街道

要是想要爱却不能爱
要是想要爱却不能爱
我还是说出了爱
可是想要爱明天
It's Rainny on Sunday Morning
It's Rainny on Sunday Morning
It's Rainny on Sunday Morning
还是想要爱我自己
还是想要爱明天
还是想要爱我自己
还是想要爱你

我还爱自己

所以我不会放弃奋斗的

即使会再次受伤我也不怕

因为我没打算再受同一个伤害

感谢我的朋友

感谢我的父母

谢谢你们还那么相信雨支持这样的我

虽然不能在身边

但那些遥远的支持

我感受得到

我会面对挫折的

虽然有想逃

但也只有逃的那一刻可以轻松

事情还是没解决

总该面对的

所以我现在不逃跑

逃了就对不起支持我的你们

我不开心你们应该会比我更难过

所以知道逃跑会伤了谁还乃然逃跑是不应该的

晴天的雨水

2009-10-23T16:12:00.000-07:00

受伤会流血

可是那天为什么是泪流了出来

所谓的心受伤其实是没感觉的

只知道很痛苦

解释不出的感受

忍着不流泪

却为什么越聊越说不下去

当要开口时

泪早就流了出来

憋在心里的事是否已经到了极限

为何停不下来

哭解决不了问题的

我知道

但还是流泪了

也许那天没下雨

天空没为我哭泣

好像一切的指责都是对的

错的人是我

可是我真的努力了

难道一点点赞扬都不给我吗？

不许要什么夸奖

一句 “不错” 就可以了

难道很过分吗？

回到家一直听堂本刚的 rain

RAIN

誰も信じられなくなったから
眼を閉じてみる...

因为无法相信任何人

尝试闭上眼睛……

部屋のライトは消したままで
眼を閉じてみる...

房间的灯已灭

尝试闭上眼睛……

目蓋の中で光りは滲んで
暗闇は暈けてくれるから少しだけだけれど、笑えた。

眼睑中光线渗透
黑暗就变得模糊虽然只有一点点，却让人欣慰。。

いつかは自分らしく生きられたら素敵だな。

若有一天能活得真实纯粹那该有多好。

後悔ばかりして情けない
幾つもの優しさを恐がらないで
愛さなきゃいまを...。

只管后悔就太过可悲
不要畏惧太多温柔
一定要爱现在……。

生きていくことがなによりも悲しくて
恥ずかしいことを過らせたりして
眠気を避けながら見つめた天井は...痛かった。

活着比什么都要悲伤
让可耻的事情都过去
躲避着睡意凝视天花板……如此痛苦。

繋がっているひとがいる...
繋がっているひとがいる...

紧紧相系的人在身边……
紧紧相系的人在身边……

見とれてしまうほどに

看到几近入神

love が縺れるよ
love が縺れるよ...。

爱纠缠不清
爱纠缠不清……。

簡単な言葉も心も持っていないから
神話だって信じられる。

因为简单的语言和心都不存在
即便是神话亦可相信。

見えないものがあることだって見えている。

即便存在无法看见的事物也可以感知。

この想いは輝いている...。

这份想念闪耀着光芒……

今日は雨が降っていたけれど、
公園に立ち寄り木の影で佇んでいた。

尽管今天下着雨，
顺道去了公园在树荫下伫足。

背中に緑が触れる瞬間に
小雨は大きな粒に変わって音を立てた。

绿意触及背后的瞬间
小雨变成大大的颗粒撞击出声。

不思議だよ、胸が潰れそうな夜はいつも雨が落ちている。

いつも空が泣いてくれている。

真是不可思议，心似要碎裂的夜晚总是会下雨。
天空总是会为我哭泣。

だから...泣かないんだ。

所以……没有哭。

ぼくが辿り着くべき場所は
ひとではなくて、やっぱり愛なんだと想う。

我应当艰辛探求的所在
不是人自身，果然还是爱。

生きていくことがなによりも美しくて
恥ずかしいことを過らせたりして
眠気を避けながら見つめた夜空は...冷たかった。

活着比什么都要美好
让可耻的事情都过去
躲避着睡意凝视夜空……如此冰冷。

繋がっているひとがいる...

紧紧相系的人在身边……
紧紧相系的人在身边……

見とれてしまうほどに

看到几近入神

love が縺れるよ
love が縺れるよ...。

爱纠缠不清

爱纠缠不清……

那句

“坚强点。哭没有什么作用的。哭完就算了，过去的事就让它过去坚强点向前看不要再回头不要再去想它。让自己变强继续往前走下去。”

是成长忠言

人不能回到过去只有往前走

现在的我

像是被抛在后头的小孩

一个人迷失在森林里

在寻找出路

听见、感受到支持的声音

让我擦干眼泪

向前迈进

虽然看不见前方

但也只有往前走

看不见前方的道路

心里很害怕

没人陪伴

心灵很孤独

只有试着去相信 “爱”

我需要力量

2009-10-17T15:32:00.000-07:00

失望

但还没到绝望

想去信任

想去依靠

想去认同

但还是勉强了

有谁能保证

谁不是在利用

谁不是在背叛

谁是真心的

谁是在演戏

我不懂

也不知从哪学习

是我太爱自己

而害怕受伤

还是我遇错人

是我太挑剔

还是尊严问题

我不喜欢同流合污

也不会强迫别人跟随

但是最近我发现

孤独

寂寞

不安

是我开始怀疑我的尊严

是否该坚持

还是放弃去跟随

别人说我有一道与世隔离的围墙

和人

应该是身影不离

什么都一起

什么都分享

和他人重贴在一起

才可以称亲友？

很抱歉

我是个自私的人

我不能失去自我

我需要面对自己的空间

只属于自己的空间

我爱自由但也害怕自由

因为那意味着

也许没人会关心

也许没人会牵挂

像是不被需要的存在

很害怕被遗忘

我要

去相信别人的力量

去相信他们不会在不许要我时无视我

失去

是人生里会遇见的事

虽然害怕但也只有面对的选择

因为不失去什么是得不到什么

我失去过很多

想保护却失去

想听见什么碎了

不舒服却哭不了

不是忘了怎么哭

而是不知什么时候

决定不在为伤心事落泪

泪挽不回当初

所以哭没用

只有添添伤口爬起来继续走

也许会骈体鳞伤

但没受过伤是不会生存下去的

因为你会因一跌倒而在也爬不起来

现在的我

了解为什么他说不想长大

外面的世界

很明亮也很黑暗

小时候是活在父母的翼下

不许要面对外界

想回到那时

可是不行

那时侯的我

没有保护的能力

虽然现在还是

但为了去守护某些重要的

不得长大

长大了让我来成为你的依靠

换我来保护你们

i have forgotten

2009-10-07T12:04:00.000-07:00

living under the same blue sky

i have forgotten why i have chosen this path

why

what's the passion feel

where is it?

can i find it again

or is gone within the past

can i find a new one?

will is burn the fire in my heart

will the future be bright ?

is it like the sky

that's always shine after rain

i'll i remember the reason i chosen this path

will i regret ?

i guess not

cause i don't remember the initial reason

but i'll find the reason to go on

to continue believe

i have a bright future

cause the sky is always shine after rain

活着真好？

2009-10-04T04:59:00.000-07:00

人类都是抱着希望活下去的吧。

世界很妙

许多事情都会突然发生

无法预测。

也许

我是抱着好奇的心去等待事情发生。

我不是真的勇敢

只是没有不去面对的选择

所以只能去经过着条看不见终点的道路。

我相信

每个人头上都有一片属于自己的蓝天

可以被温暖的阳光拥抱

呼吸清爽的空气。

我不害怕一个人

因为相信还有爱我的人。

我也许还是很自私

没能把爱给别人

不能百分百地相信他人

还未能了解什么是无条件的爱

所以不会怎么去爱别人。

我爱我亲人

因为他们爱我而照顾我

他们给了我一个归宿

给了我自由

所以爱他们是应该的。

但我想爱

真的想去爱一个原本是陌生的人

那又会是什么样的心情呢？

在我还在寻找的当时

我会爱我自己。

如果到连自己都不爱

活着还有意义吗？

不会爱自己

怎能会去怎么爱别人？

first week of my degree year

2009-10-01T05:20:00.000-07:00

i have to be honest to myself i'm not excited to be back .

why?

because i have to leave the safe house .

because i have to face everything alone.

and mainly because i 'm afraid of the unknown future.

i am not brave

i am not strong

but i want to change

to be a better person.

i have to face the challenge .

i 'll be a better person.

always change for the better.

回来

2009-09-24T09:54:00.000-07:00

真希望可以用“我回来了”的心情待在这里

“回来” 和 “回去”

不一样

家

是用“回来”

回到家人的“爱”怀抱里

但

我必须“回去”

离开“安全区域”

到父母围墙外的世界去

如果不这样

我

不会长大

我

不能变强

我

不能去保护

重视的

因为有可以回的家

才能有

出去冒险的

勇气

因为有要保护的

才有要变强的念头

有目标才有前进的力量

我

要变强

我

要有保护的能力

［连最重视的

都保护不了

还可以称是男人吗？］

哪

女人呢

是否真的

只有在温室里

才能生存

需要被爱

？

被爱

需要等待吧

哪

去爱

需要勇气

可以去爱

一个不会回应的心

很伟大

做得到的人

很痛苦吧

也许

爱与痛

是双胞胎

共同存在

一样

却不同

kinki kids最新报道

2009-09-12T02:36:00.000-07:00

光一在wink up 杂志里的照片

帅到极点了！

kinki 在新堂本兄弟节目400集特别里虽然大部分时间都脸臭臭但摄影师还是抓到笑容。＊虽然堂本刚那张不算，可是他没光一不笑时可怕^^

堂本刚新专集rain 很好听

简直是耳朵有富

心灵被治疗

让我爱不释手的kinki kids

2009-08-23T02:23:00.000-07:00

星期四

2009-08-21T23:07:00.000-07:00

刚开演唱会！好像出席！

不过kinki you DVD 要卖了！

我要买。

joelle 18岁生日

有人送花，蛋糕..........

一旁的就是”主谋“

生日小姐与新生

有趣的报道。

2009-08-15T22:37:00.000-07:00

这张是昨天无意间发现的。很美的照片

http://www.anthonytan.net/2009/08/blog-post_13.html

去看看。

青い空

2009-08-02T04:54:00.000-07:00

找回最真实的自己

2009-08-01T10:36:00.000-07:00

进入这个世界，大家也只不过像一张白纸～纯洁，却因遇到的环境染上了各种颜色。

随着年龄成长，我们面对各种危机、责任、周围压力与期望；导致我们不得不制造不同的“自己”来面对它们。

人的习惯是很可怕的。

久而久之，我们都习惯演艺不同的‘自己’ 去面对每一个状况。使我们一点一滴地忘了真实的自己。

时间不留人，事实百变，停下来就等于退步，回头找也可能找不会当初。万事都得做改变，但忘了最初又如何知道自己是否在进步？

也许大家只不过是在绕圈圈。

真想把自己关在一个空间，打烂不同的‘自己’，在从新拼回自己身上。也许会发现自己不再纯白，但也想用这样的自己去面对未来一切。

走出这个空间，我一个剩余的碎片都不会带走，因为它从来不是真正的自己也不许要另一个自己来做候补。

想以现在为起点，用这个自己走向未来........也不忘了为新的自己照相>_<

沉默的瞬间

2009-07-17T11:15:00.000-07:00

有时想沉默的时候却又开口说话

想把话说清楚时却又开不了口

你的疑问

我的沉默

在拿瞬间把你要的“三个字”吞进肚里

因为害怕

之后说的“三个字”不是你要听的

“对不起” 给不了你要的我爱你

看着你流泪满脸微笑离去的背影

悲伤的眼神仿佛问了 “为什么........”

给不了原因

只好沉默地离开你

希望你能听见

“对不起” 与 “你会找到下一站幸福。”

也许再见面时已过了几十年

什么也不许要说

只要给个微笑

在那沉默的瞬间

把 “祝你幸福” 传给了对方的心

－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－

只是最近听了《沉默的瞬间》与阅读了不少爱得很痛苦又动人的同人小说，才写了这编文。

很意外吧？我尽然有看同性恋小说。其实个人只是爱看之中的恋情，实际上当看到真正的同性恋人时还是觉得怪怪的。我不是歧视他们但也不鼓励这种恋情。因为这个爱会伤人，这个爱会谈得很苦。

但也许可贵的是他们的“真爱”会是最纯真的“爱”。

同志之间的爱因为不许要受持续血缘的责任；他们之间只留着“爱他”，因为爱他才在一起。

（也是在某网站看到的）

＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝

上面所描绘的是如果不爱一个人最应该狠心让对方受伤一次。因为在一起只是短暂的幸福，当梦该醒了会承受跟大的痛。我宁愿让对方伤心痛哭一次，也不要让对方到尝过虚假的“甜” 后来必须吃更大的“苦”。不想到达两人都伤痕累累一发不可收拾的地步。

人是自私的生物。知道会伤害对方却又不想负起伤人的着责任。所以选着了沉默，希望对方可以了解而自动放弃。也许是要给对方下台的机会而不说出拒绝的话，让对方可以把告白当成没发生过，让他可以说“其实是自己先不爱对方，不是被拒绝”

真相不许要让大家知道，当事人知道就行了。因为不关其他人的事，外人没权利插手，所以不许要知道。让彼此成为人身中曾经“爱我”与“我爱”的过路人。

2009年夏日的领悟

2009-07-10T11:37:00.000-07:00

虽说有终于“会到家的心情”

可以不用逞强

但是“家”变了

也许是人长大了

人身百态多认识了

人的“自私” 可以稀稀地学会看穿

发现熟悉的家已陌生

微笑的你其实在苦笑

支持我的你其实对我的事很有意见

想念我的你也学会妒嫉我

时光飞驶

岁月不等人

记忆中的事已成为过去

现在的你

是什么时候改变的

还是我从来不了解你

现在的你

让我很困扰

我们有着离不开的关系

但观念却差的很远

在人面前

表现支持

可是我怎么看见“抱怨”

说给我自由让我负自己的责任

却常拿我的决定当话题

何不相干的人评论

意见是可以给

但不一定要被接受

19岁

不大不小

最后的十代

是学习踏入成人之旅的时候

在我还有活力时

让我飞翔

虽然很荒唐

但青春的勇气会消色

在我还未淡化之前

让我度过缤纷色彩的时光

也许只是暂时的梦境

但如果曾经看过色彩的人

才能在梦醒时

创造最美的“黑白”

所谓的成人世界

就是现实

而现实是很灰的

被许多颜色残渣而混在一起

喜怒哀乐

是人生的路客

人生包含着

伤痛与喜悦

没有受伤过的人不会成长

没享过受喜悦的人没活过

可以在人生中

已黑白分明的心态

穿越这灰色的旅程

用以前看过的七彩

挑成最明亮的“白色”

用以前沾到的颜色

制造浓厚的“黑色”

让这份“黑”与“白”

在灰色的道路上显得明显

不要让自己生存的痕迹

混入平淡的灰色里

不需要和别人一样

反正你的人生

主角，导演，编辑

永远都是自己

怎么样的人生故事

是由自己填写的

不许要跟随

人生只有一次

死了就等于结束

不会再有后记

hello

2009-06-30T10:03:00.000-07:00

hello how's everyone?

here is the latest picture of me (taken 5 days ago)

i'm been taking classes this summer. so a bit busy.

anyway glad to meet up with my friend in penang.

however i do feel sad i only see them for a few minutes.

hopefully we get to hang out soon.

miss Red box KTV

现在~ this seconds

2009-05-23T14:52:00.000-07:00

人总是向着未来前进为了以后打算
we always look towards the future
making plans for it
很少人会为了“现在”打算为目前努力
however less people will decide for "now"
work hard for this moment
对人应该向前看也有人会说不时要向后看
yes
we should always look forward
some will suggest to look at the past once in awhile
但何从听说过

请停下脚步看看目前的状况

but when have you heard

"please hold back and take a look around you now"

人总需要求更好的未来而努力往更高处爬
we should ask for a better future
because of it we work hard to climb higher

可是要记得没人能预知未来情景
however we must remember no one know how future will be like

哪是否该对目前拥有的情景好好地珍惜呢
therefor shouldn't we treasure what we have now

也许未来里不会再有它
maybe in the future they won't be there anymore

难道要那时才后悔没好好珍惜它的存在？
or later regret we didn't treasure their existence that time

Friday out in yosushi

2009-05-14T16:23:00.000-07:00

Joshua the one that organize it

due to the rain we when in to a pub

Jason and Sandy VS each other on Wii

Josephine

a very tired theodoric

alton tower trip

2009-05-07T15:52:00.001-07:00

early morning (7 am ) have to go to train station liao.
kenny and theo seem tired .

finally there at around 10.30 am

the side is fenny

the first ride .
( there also a few chinese ppl who come from london although i don't know them before hand)

me sabrina and fenny

theo looks like a tour guide here.

the Q for the fastest ride . we didn't have the chance to sit.

fenny went for this ride (really scary) she is the one next to the white shirt guy

got wet after that

the place close at 6 pm ( so early)
and i got lost hahaha
scary me out their mobile phone went wrong at the wrong time as well

luckily we meet up and catch the last train back to leicester which is like 11 pm

here is a video of the charle and the chocolate factory ride

me

2009-05-01T03:07:00.001-07:00

tsuyoshi
hope i can be as talented as him.
love his work for his own 3oth birthday.

my "i'm bored face"

my hair like it?

tsuyoshi concrt goods

2009-04-29T20:18:00.000-07:00

i want this so much but can only be bought in the concert.
http://bigaku.in/

things i ve been doing

2009-04-28T11:03:00.000-07:00

working on holiday trip info research. hahaha

spent 3 -4 hours in the library . well they ve bigger screen

P.s I start another blog which looks similar to Tsuyoshi 's tv program (shoujiki shindoi)

http://kaorishoujiki.blogspot.com/ come to visit .

out of boredom

2009-04-26T09:38:00.000-07:00

春天到了，百花开

set up for assessment

2009-04-24T17:08:00.001-07:00

Tia's work

Johnaton's

someone from graphic area

fine art area

kenny's

a very shy sam with his work

joshua's work

joshua and me

fashion section ( i think is leeann )

Holly's work

Dominic's work

Elli Bear's work

Finall that's mine.

late post of my birthday picture

2009-04-24T16:49:00.000-07:00

when to eat chinese food with melissa
( thanks her for coming to visit me and celebrate my birthday)

kenny spent time with me on mybirthday.

this is his present for me( cause he don't know wat to get me so treat me for lunch)

he cooks dinner as well

the wine he offer

Finally is over!

2009-04-23T07:49:00.000-07:00

Today is the deadline of my project. Finally i can get a rest now.##

what i need to do next is get my holiday trip sorted , storage , book hotel for a night in london......

need to loss some weight. hahahaha

been having sleep disorder for a while and i gain lost of weight.

P.s wish me luck!

i bought tsuyoshi domot photo book show u guys later.

Thelma Aoyama

2009-04-20T12:29:00.000-07:00

Just found her when watching Domoto kyodai tv program

her song is good. please check it out.

Im at Your Side そばにいるね - Thelma Aoyama

Kono mama de - Thelma Aoyama

winding road by ayaka

2009-04-19T08:21:00.000-07:00

Ayaka x Kobukuro - WINDING ROAD -

kanjani 8

2009-04-18T17:53:00.001-07:00

really lovely cd album packaging.

i really like kanjani 8 's cd package designer. also their 2009-2010 calender is the best as well. however thier image is not the ikemen type ( good look) is more like they are really loud and funny group. everything they r in tv show the atmosphere is really high!

tsuyoshi Domoto Sora

2009-04-18T15:19:00.000-07:00

ここかいました！ほんとにすきです。
この聞きたん時に　いい感じだと思います。
みんなさん聞いてください。
Sora - Tsuyoshi

MY easter holiday

2009-04-14T15:08:00.000-07:00

僕は思う - KinKi Kids

my 19 th birthday

2009-04-05T14:51:00.000-07:00

わたしの十九歳の誕生日。

今まで何もできないと思います。まだ一年　二十歳きたんだ。も一年　成人。。。。

希望は何ですか。実は何も考えない　。　いま自由が守りたいし、それで家族と友達も　大切ものですから。それで私はほんとに全守りたい。今の人生は満足です。幸せです。家族はいつまでも　私ことが　心配した。わたしは早く仕事があるしたい　それでわ家族を安心してできるん。

がんばります！

不是很清楚自己写的日语对不对。哈哈现在就用华语写。

我十九岁生日。
至今好像什么都做不到。还有一年就二十岁了。还有一年就成人......

希望是什么？其实什么都没考虑过。现在想保护自由，家人和朋友因为都是重要的东西。所以真的很想全都保护。现在的人生已经很满意了。很幸福。家人都时常为我担心，为我的事考虑。所以想快点找到工作以让家人可以放心。我想成为能独当一面的人。
我不希望是家人的支柱但希望早日能让他们安心。

我会加油的！

P。S　　理想彼氏はほしいいです。初恋は始まりたい。運めの人いつかきますか。

あそ．．．．　わたしはコンサトきたいです。tohoshinki 、嵐、kinki kids, kat-tunもコンサトはすごいです。

get to know myself test result.

2009-03-22T17:03:00.000-07:00

hope u know more about me. i believe that's true.

my result
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.Your view on yourself:

late update

2009-03-22T16:14:00.000-07:00

me and sam

some of the food i eat these days.

museum visit. really cool!

Arashi!

2009-03-22T15:03:00.000-07:00

Arashi is now going up my list of fav idol!

At first i don't quite like their song when they first debut . but after matsumoto 's Hana Yori Dango their song is getting better!

I am in love with Ohno Satoshi! he is interesting!

he is good at singing and dancing. Moreover i just found out he is a good artist as well. I really want his <> photobook on his art work.

He 's drama Uta no onisan and MAou is great!

Really should watch it!

This year is their 1oth anniversary !

I really hope i can get some goods of theirs.

seriously JE ppl is amazing. although they might have been really normal if they are not idol but just how to say they are all different from their sempai.

everyone have their saling point.

Kat-tun , kinki kids, arashi , news, kanjani 8 and hey! hey ! say Jump!

they have different style and type of music.

kinki kids to me is more soft and Jazz type. more love song i think.

Kanjani 8 is the funny group . more energetic .

Kat-tun is more rock type. have strong personality

Arashi is the more towards pop song. easy to sing and remember type.

News is the "yasashii "type. just friendly

here is arashi new song for sho's movie (yattan man)

今誰が初めてカコオイなと思います？

2009-03-15T18:06:00.000-07:00

Kinki kidsです！

最近は堂本光一のドラマ（レモト）は覚えましたからkinki kids のうたがききます。それですごカコイイと思ています。剛さんは可愛と優しいし　光一さんはおもしろいひとなとおもています。

それと　　剛さんは２００７−２００８年コンサトに光一さんがチュウ上げました。（誕生日プレセント）この瞬間はときてします。やぱりjohnny'sみなさはすごいですね。いろいろなできるでしょ。

あ！もしこし忘れちゃた！嵐のリダ小野さんは歌のお兄さんドラマにすごかわいいです。大好きな彼のソロ歌。今ずとききさした。

KAT-TUN のRESCUE　PV　はちょカコイイ！ダンスは上手です。

それでも私はKAT_TUN の　calenderをかいました！ちょ嬉しいです！

でもデサインはまだまだ。box きれいです。でも番号がちょと見えません。

じゃあ　皆さん　いしょうにkinki kidsのうたがききます！

What do you think of me?

2009-03-13T13:09:00.000-07:00

sorry guys for not updating for "years"
I'm currently with 4 project that need to be done soon.

However i'm now in an emo mood.
care to hear what i think?

13/3/2009 is not a good day for me.
It start with XXX keeping a document that teacher ask to be hand to me while we actually live in the same flat.I assume she try to copy my design idea( although you might said i think too much , she did try to ' share idea and ask for help then get ppl's idea for herself') I know she make friend with people for a purpose . she only like people with great art work.
Then after lunch ,i been told someone dislike me because i sort of destroy his image in front of my dad. Well i don't really socialise with that person ( basically we just have the same group of friends) I don't remember saying anything offensive about him and i did not event say more than 3 sentence to him in a week.
I do have a basic idea he sort of dislike me but to hear him saying out is a different story. i do feel a bit disappointed with myself . I don't like to be hate by people . it just make me feel i'm a really bad person . I know not everyone will agree and like me as what i am but just feel sad to hear people talk behind my back about disliking me.
Other than that i feel being left out in my old gang . I know everyone is busy but just feel sometime they sort of forget about me when they plan things. I know i do stuff on my own but it just sad to find out they plan to do thing together without me.

haiz. It is the way people interact? I know i'm sort of bad in human socializing . I can't help to feel people can't be trusted with full feeling. not that i don't trust people ,just feel hurt when i get the ' they don't really care if i'm there or not'

So presently i got the ' the only person that love you the most is yourself' ( like what it said in perhaps love movie)
then i sort of think my idea of seeking for attention from others like wanting to be the one that help them and feel that they need me is actually a selfish thing.
Not long ago i watch a drama which have an episode which a brother poison her sister but act really caring to get the ' waw you're such a good brother'.moreover his sister knew about it and still let him do it .
In that drama , i learn that wanting to become the one for people to relay on is actually doing it for ourselves not because we are being helpful and thought about others.
I did agree with it. The proper way to help a person is to make them independent so they can walk their own path on their own.
Is like better to teach a child how to catch fish then catch it for them .
So i feel i'm doing something wrong here. I used to like people asking me for help and help them back but now i know this is a selfish act. I finally realise that i want to be parse by other people for helping others not because just because i am helpful. I do like to help people but now i know the right way to help .

seem to grow up a bit , isn't it?
hahah

feeling better now after writing out my feeling.

if you read until here . i really need to thank you and sorry if i bored you with my problems

my project work

2009-02-02T09:42:00.000-08:00

Snowing in leicester !!!!

2009-02-02T06:48:00.000-08:00

Theo try to shake the snow down

this is actually a really good picture of kenny

well is actually everywhere in uk.
i'm so happy to see snow but i nearly fell 2 times.

down to london

2009-02-01T16:45:00.000-08:00

went to convent garden. there is some really good performance!

china town

i look good that day isn't it?

Kenny and Theo went down to london before me but we meet up .
P.s don't they look a like?

missed the last train. so sleep over at fei place .
it's snowed when i step on the train.

Theodoric birthday celebration 2

2009-01-22T13:04:00.000-08:00

Theodoric birthday celebration

2009-01-18T23:48:00.001-08:00

誕生日おめでと！テェオ君

Who 's 91 years old?

yeah! is THeo!

Nah he's 19 olny. haha

This picture he look so cute!

Some BL looking picture.(as usual is Kenny)

Mohini is there as well for the picture.

What's theo holding?

yup the chinese big 菜刀！

with them there always alcohol . but just a 4 % champagne .

Keny for once dress normal . well i can say he looks good in it.

fire performance* haha

rabbit ears?

BL picture but theo isn't in to it. haha

fooling around again

how do i explain this. er....... is kenny idea anyway. trying to show off his body . hahaha

there ll be more picture to upload . i didn't ve theo gf pic here. so ve to wait for them to upload theirs .

つづく

major project tile/ theme in search

2009-01-17T17:04:00.000-08:00

hi everyone ,

i kinda need some help here.

i'm going to do my major project in about 2 weeks time and i need help getting a title for it.

i'm majoring in fashion & textile. so if anyone come up with any idea please help.

thanks

2009-01-17T15:13:00.000-08:00

愛は何ですか

2009-01-17T14:50:00.000-08:00

few weeks ago i watch Cartoon Kat-tun tv show and thats one part which show 3 sentence for the most important person that are collected from all over JApan.

here i like to do so as well but not to just most important person but to those who have been in to my life .

However i wrote it in Chinese so sorry for those that can't read.

爸爸

面相虽然凶但很细心的老爸

您那句我相信你一定可以

是我使找回自信地向未来挑战的勇气

妈妈

长得最想你

但我们的个性差太远了

但还是会把“谢谢”和“爱”传给你。

妹妹

我最大的粉丝

永远都以我为容的妹妹

一生是姐妹所以会永远保护你

朋友

能因我低落而关心

能因我成功而高兴

能互相信任依赖是你们

Addiction!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-17T10:59:00.000-08:00

hi everyone!

it has been a long time since i last updated this blog.

i'm now addicted to japan drama !

well i'm a japan fan.

I like KAT-TUN! i have been watching their Tv shows, drama, concert and interview.

if u don't know who they are then let me introduce them.

KAT-TUN is made up of the members surname.

Kamenashi kazuya

亀梨和也

He is one of the main singer , good in baseball and once represent Japan for a worldwide competition. He is really good at MC ,sweet talk ,got a good leadership although he is the youngest. He like to take care of everyone. He seem to be the one who got the most role and job. In Dream Boys stage he done quite a few flying performance.

(The latest Drama he is in is Kami no shizuku)

Akanishi Jin

赤西仁

He is the main vocal since he got the widest range voice. he write songs as well . He is said to be the sexy type in the group. the song he wrote is really good (love it *-*) He is good in English since he went to L.A to study for 6 month. He is a bit mean sometimes and like to act cool in front of the camera. He seem to be a bit cold towards the others member after he came back from L.A .(He is the best soccer player in the group)

Taguchi Junnosuke

田口淳之介

He is the one who always been bully by the others but he always smile ( seem to be the smilling prince type) He is sort of KY (didn't notice the situation when he talk) good in back flip and tap dancing.It is a great fun to see him done those weird things.

Tanaka koki

田中こうき

The rapper in the group. He is said to look like a "shibuya kid"( means those gangster ) However he is a nice person , like to joke around . He wrote the lyric himself for the rap part . He always team up with Nakamaru in song . (he knows a bit of piano as well)

Ueda Tatsuya

上田竜也

The most low profile guy in the group but with lots of talent. He know how to play piano , guitar , learn french,wrote song ,boxing ........ He used to change his image a lot but now he just being himself. He has a cute smile and he solo song is the best (my opinion ) among the members.

Nakamaru Yuichi

中丸雄一

He is the human beat boxer. He train himself to be one and is amazing. He is the least popular among the members. He is a scared of height and he will sweat when he is nervous. the others always make fun of his nose which is quite obvious. He normally share MC job with Kamenashi.

here is their MV which is my fav one.

I like them because they ve different characteristic .Unlike others group just know how to sing and dance most of the time. They show quite a lot of different skills . I'm not not saying other are bad just they attract me that's all.The first time know them is from a manga magazine that introduce * Gokusen 2*drama and kamenashi and akanishi are in it. I tot wow who are these two cool guys. Then i found Kat-tun.

My fav is Kamenashi , personally i like everything about him. hahaha

What i like about Akanishi is just his look and he's voice.

Tanaka is for he's kawaii ness in tv show .

Taguchi is his smile and goofy act make me smile . hahha brighten my days.

Ueda is about his talent and his cool cold way of talking and act.

Nakamaru is of course his beat box talent!

They don't just sing good only in group songs, their solo part is good as well.

my fav

Kamenashi - someday for somebody

Akanishi - erm ..... like all of his ( Love juice , pinky , murasaki , care )

Tanaka - er .. i'm not into rap so .... haha but he & nakamaru 's one on one is good!

taguchi - 夏な場所really summer feeling

Ueda - love in snow, 愛の華, sparking

NAkamaru - understandable , SMACK

Their up coming single "one Drop" and their on continue TV show is Cartoon KAT

-TUN . I'm watching it every thursday.

Kamenashi 's drama 神の雫, and Nakamaru 's drama "rescue "

going to watch it . hahahah

Any how i'm tired so just introduce KaT-TUN first , later i'll introduce S.I.D , Leah Dizon, NEWS, WaT, Hayami mokomichi ,Hey HEY say !JUMP .

Boxing Day sale !

2008-12-28T11:00:00.000-08:00

early morning of 26 DEC , oxford street is full of ppl!

see the crowds

those are the line to get in to LV , Prada ....... store in selfridge & Co.

crime scene

4pm ppl are still there

mental picture of me

above are the things i got.

now i'm broke!

holiday trip to kent

2008-12-28T09:47:00.000-08:00

Destination : london-Hever Castle -Maidstone-Ashford-Canterbury

Fei ,my company for the trip.

on the train

husky in Hever Castle .

the castle although it look small but it's quite nice in there.

i think we are the only teenagers there. lol

old ppl singing christmas song

nice garden isn't ?

the lake that belong to the owner. (used to be Henry the VIII 's castle which he receive from one of his wife. if i'm not mistaken there is a movie abt their story)

elf!

southeastern train

first 2 days hotel room.

took us quite long to find it.

town area.

Leeds castle entrance . ticket can last for a year but i LOST it!

my expression is so funny (reason : there were some kids throwing rocks towards Fei)

dog collar cute?

these kids are the one. cute but noisy .

the maze

took me long to find the way out!

cafe

lunch- tomato soup

part of the castle

christmas decoration

weird display for a castle

eastern look room

nice view

the prior in Maidstone

breakfast in Canterbury Cathedral Lodge hotel

the room

the main hall of the Cathedral

ppl Q up for the christmas event in the cathedral

last look at the entrance to our hotel .

last pic on the train back.

we didn't get the chance to visit the museum in Canterbury because it's close for christmas eve. so we return to london earlier than planned .

early christmas dinner

2008-12-16T17:14:00.000-08:00

sorry guys i uploaded it the wrong way.

look! we got 孔明灯！i make my wish on it before sending it off to the sky!

we play a sort of (need to get everyone drunk ) drinking board game . invented in 1986. my team is kinda bad at it. haha got to drink everytime.

a lovely apple pie looking thing that nicole made. her first time but is really good.

some pie. taste good as well although is cheap stuff.

erm .. not sure wat it is called but Clare made this. taste ok but i prefer it with more apple in it.

OH my god! this chocolate roll is made by J.W who live by instant food . and is awesome !

this one i hear is christmas cake. but didn't taste this. too full to eat anymore.

Tia wth her nice little black dress.

nicole in red and the table full of food

tat so nice of them to give me fruit juice while they ve alcohol

turkey ,potato.......ect

Edd and Recee (not sure how to spell their name) dress really formal for the dinner.

food.

preparation ,

clare and the successfully made turkey ! take hours for her to make. Thanks clare!

who this foot belong too???

right is A.J dressing up as Jesus for some party.

drawing blood on his hands ...... although he got the wrong colour beard(is red)

i don't know why tat;s doing there but is there.

they brought the table from 2 floor up.

food to be cooked

P.s i'm really happy to have join their early christmas dinner. this is my first time . really love it, hope we won't get cleaner's warning letter tmr.

the day after assessment

2008-12-02T13:47:00.000-08:00

kenny ,theo ,j they ve the tutor on the left for their assessment.

i'll just skip the result part. hahah some ppl happy some not.

we went to kfc for lunch (j fall asleep so he miss it) all of them stay up all night to do work so we forgive them if they faint .

we went shopping in high cross and the boys tot it be fun to try clothes they normally won't wear. hahaha

theo look good but a bit play boy in this shirt .

j running away from the camera. but he looks good in here .

so ...........

what happen to kenny? hahha i forgot to take his pic. but he looks better in shirt .but not as good as those two. he's too skinny .

then we have 火涡again! yeah!

this time j is wake . hahahha

while we are waiting for the soup to cook . theo 's gf called but j answer it wth his voice changing talent , he manage to trick the girl. hahahha

it's so funny when u are at tat moment.

j goes "i'm scared . papa(theo is the father in our little gang) "

hahah

want to know why?

because "mama" told us his secret (kenny is the mama)

since is secret i can't betray him here since i promise not to say.

sorry guys.

but is abt his past relationship.

P.s i feel j is really cute now (except his 毒舌功）haha

random night me kenn and theo together

2008-12-02T13:20:00.000-08:00

we are eating japanese curry (theo cook)

theo 's dessert .

kenny's drink as usual

First "火涡 "dinner

2008-12-02T13:09:00.000-08:00

we plan this dinner for 2 reason

one : is damn cold that night

two : Theo 's girl friend is coming.

we got fish cake,lamb, beef,tofu ...............

that's the beginning of the soup.

All the British ppl are so curious abt this so they sit by to check it out. hahha that's Jacob joining in (Derrick too)

A very tired looking Theo . poor guy

kenny with is idea for his project (mushroom hand!!!!) hahha

oh mind god wat happen to them?!

yup kenny is attacking Theo since his gf said is all right to "touch "him .

colour project

2008-11-17T15:57:00.000-08:00

the cheese cake i ate when i went down to london.

interesting things that can be taken by SLR camera with fruits.

this is my project about colour.

just found a very talented actor!

2008-11-15T20:51:00.000-08:00

藤岡竜雄

www.deanfujioka.com

i like him after seeing him acting in 不良笑花 and later on i found a drama 機道學院 and he is in there as well.

Went to search detail about him and i admire him .

he can speak japanese ,good english,chinese and cantonese .It is really hard to find a japanese guy who can speak that good english and chinese .

He also graduated from U.S.A university in IT.

firewoeks

2008-11-06T16:40:00.000-08:00

clare 's birthday fireworks night

2008-11-06T15:50:00.000-08:00

大地雷转

sparkers

birthday girl clare and chris with the main fireworks of the day.

julia

me!

photo of me from july until now

2008-11-06T04:51:00.000-08:00

during summer

last week look

3 days ago

last night

好话不一定好听。

2008-11-03T12:18:00.000-08:00

个人觉得很羞耻的事发生了。

迷茫的人虽然知道需要改进了但一得意就忘形了。

今天终于听到自己自知之明的话。

TuTor 虽然是要看顾200多人但也发现我的“异常”了。

这几个星期我都是心不在焉。只会闲聊不做事。朋友都是闲着闲着，我也是陪他们了。

心里虽然知道不可一常跟他们混在一起闲着没事做，但孤单的心灵就是不听。

今天终于有人“骂” 了。

听了之后，我不觉得生气，也不伤心。因为是自己的错。我该“醒”了。不可以再”和大家一样”。

别人不会因为我慢而停下来等，也不会因为我失败而放弃自己的机会。

我念的是一门竞争力很大的科系。一点一滴都是要自己和别人拼。

可以说是一个残酷的世界。要踩过别人向上，永远都必须是“最好”。

社会，现实是不是在“机会”面前没有“义气”，没有“自私” ，没有“背叛”，没有“朋友”可以拿来谈吗？

如果是你 ................................你会让“机会”给人吗？会为了“朋友” 而停下吗？

如果你说会.....................你有义气。如果你说不会...............我不怪你。因为这是你的选择，你也是为了自己的未来。

说会的人............. 你有想过当你选择放弃“机会”，那你的未来如果因为这个选择而变“黑暗”了；那个他／她会为你付出吗？是否也一样为你放弃和停下？如果他／她没有为你施舍／帮你，你会后悔吗？会怪他们吗？还是怪自己？

你有勇气面对这样的可能性吗？你有为自己的选择而负责的力量和勇气吗？

在你还没有为事情负责的准备时，请不要随便为别人”放弃”。

说不会的人.....................你有为别人或站在他们的立场想过吗？你有曾经为了别人付出过吗？你知道朋友和身边人存在的意义吗？你有想过你这样会失去一些“爱”，“友情”，“亲情” 和信任吗？

我也不是一个伟大的人，很可能我已抢过别人的机会，也很可能我在许多不同情况下“放弃”机会。但我深信自要是光明磊落的情况下得来的机会，我会接受；我也会为了别人而扶他或推他一把，但我可能做不到“停下来等”。

你会怪我吗？

你有资格吗？

而我应该也是没资格说你吧。

但最近学的名言

以德报怨无须树敌

唯得人心天下无敌

取之《无敌珊宝妹》

很有意义吧。

はじめたliverpoolに行きました

2008-10-23T16:40:00.000-07:00

この日のがんご飯

きれいな空

町

that day is so windy that i can't even get a good picture of myself!

this is the "best i can get"

町

美術館

update of what i did .

2008-10-19T05:37:00.000-07:00

my 3d logo. like it?

my new printer and a messy table.

the ear ring i made in the jewelry workshop.

the food i eat today.

just me tryout my camera

my first time in jewelry workshop, and this is what i made (a copper metal flower)

this is the latest taiwan drama i'm watching now不良笑花。very interesting.

this is one of the thai brother group i like. this is Mike younger one in the group Golf and Mike.

this is the 3d piece i did a few weeks ago for my zoo project.

this is a hanging installation 3d piece for project.

leicester university life

2008-10-14T10:19:00.000-07:00

a day out in leicester city center drawing

2008-09-24T05:23:00.000-07:00

installation project

2008-09-17T00:31:00.000-07:00

friends!

2008-09-14T15:24:00.001-07:00

this is j

this is wat kenny eats !

浆料，芹菜与一大堆的吃葱！

我们其他人吃饱后的碗（ pasta）

睡眠不住的theodoric(大厨师）

our "drunk " birthday girl? n a bartender

2008-09-12T09:56:00.000-07:00

this is the heavy drinker kenny(who is in my group n we hang out most of the time)

this is emma and the new girl(can't spell her name)

our great bartender theodoric !

tisha* (might spell wrong) drunk ! birthday girl just fell asleep there.

a little prank by us^^