Sunday, March 22, 2009

get to know myself test result.

hope u know more about me. i believe that's true. 
my result
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
Your view on yourself:

late update

me and sam



some of the food i eat these days.
museum visit. really cool!

Arashi!


Arashi is now going up my list of fav idol!

At first i don't quite like their song when they first debut . but after matsumoto 's Hana Yori Dango their song is getting better!

I am in love with Ohno Satoshi! he is interesting!
he is good at singing and dancing. Moreover i just found out he is a good artist as well. I really want his <> photobook on his art work. 
He 's drama Uta no onisan and MAou is great!

Really should watch it!

This year is their 1oth anniversary !
I really hope i can get some goods of theirs. 
seriously JE ppl is amazing. although they might have been really normal if they are not idol but just how to say they are all different from their sempai.

everyone have their saling point.

Kat-tun , kinki kids, arashi , news, kanjani 8 and hey! hey ! say Jump! 
they have different style and type of music.

kinki kids to me is more soft and Jazz type. more love song i think.
Kanjani 8 is the funny group . more energetic .
Kat-tun is more rock type. have strong personality 
Arashi is the more towards pop song. easy to sing and remember type.
News is the "yasashii "type. just friendly

here is arashi new song for sho's movie (yattan man) 

Sunday, March 15, 2009

今誰が初めてカコオイなと思います?



Kinki kidsです!
最近は堂本光一のドラマ(レモト)は覚えましたからkinki kids のうたがききます。それですごカコイイと思ています。剛さんは可愛と優しいし 光一さんはおもしろいひとなとおもています。
それと  剛さんは2007−2008年コンサトに光一さんがチュウ上げました。(誕生日プレセント)この瞬間はときてします。やぱりjohnny'sみなさはすごいですね。いろいろなできるでしょ。

あ!もしこし忘れちゃた!嵐のリダ小野さんは歌のお兄さんドラマにすごかわいいです。大好きな彼のソロ歌。今ずとききさした。

KAT-TUN  のRESCUE PV はちょカコイイ!ダンスは上手です。
それでも私はKAT_TUN の calenderをかいました!ちょ嬉しいです!
でもデサインはまだまだ。box きれいです。でも番号がちょと見えません。

じゃあ 皆さん いしょうにkinki kidsのうたがききます!

Friday, March 13, 2009

What do you think of me?

sorry guys for not updating for "years"
I'm currently with 4 project that need to be done soon.

However i'm now in an emo mood.
care to hear what i think?

13/3/2009 is not a good day for me.
It start with XXX keeping a document that teacher ask to be hand to me while we actually live in the same flat.I assume she try to copy my design idea( although you might said i think too much , she did try to ' share idea and ask for help then get ppl's idea for herself') I know she make friend with people for a purpose . she only like people with great art work.
Then after lunch ,i been told someone dislike me because i sort of destroy his image in front of my dad. Well i don't really socialise with that person ( basically we just have the same group of friends) I don't remember saying anything offensive about him and i did not event say more than 3 sentence to him in a week.
I do have a basic idea he sort of dislike me but to hear him saying out is a different story. i do feel a bit disappointed with myself . I don't like to be hate by people . it just make me feel i'm a really bad person . I know not everyone will agree and like me as what i am but just feel sad to hear people talk behind my back about disliking me.
Other than that i feel being left out in my old gang . I know everyone is busy but just feel sometime they sort of forget about me when they plan things. I know i do stuff on my own but it just sad to find out they plan to do thing together without me.

haiz. It is the way people interact? I know i'm sort of bad in human socializing . I can't help to feel people can't be trusted with full feeling. not that i don't trust people ,just feel hurt when i get the ' they don't really care if i'm there or not'

So presently i got the ' the only person that love you the most is yourself' ( like what it said in perhaps love movie)
then i sort of think my idea of seeking for attention from others like wanting to be the one that help them and feel that they need me is actually a selfish thing.
Not long ago i watch a drama which have an episode which a brother poison her sister but act really caring to get the ' waw you're such a good brother'.moreover his sister knew about it and still let him do it .
In that drama , i learn that wanting to become the one for people to relay on is actually doing it for ourselves not because we are being helpful and thought about others.
I did agree with it. The proper way to help a person is to make them independent so they can walk their own path on their own.
Is like better to teach a child how to catch fish then catch it for them .
So i feel i'm doing something wrong here. I used to like people asking me for help and help them back but now i know this is a selfish act. I finally realise that i want to be parse by other people for helping others not because just because i am helpful. I do like to help people but now i know the right way to help .

seem to grow up a bit , isn't it?
hahah

feeling better now after writing out my feeling.

if you read until here . i really need to thank you and sorry if i bored you with my problems